well omg guess what
HE'S BI AGAIN
....
isn't this the most confusing person you haven't officially met?
last week he was totally denying that he was ever bi and now he is again
he says he wants to ask out this one girl, but i'm kinda thinking that he's just trying to make me jealous...or not...I have no idea...because he might still like me, and I kinda wish he still does
BUT ANYWAY
the problem is, once he revealed to me that he wants to ask out this other girl, I just got so freaking jealous, it's not even funny. I LIKE HIM..THIS IS PROBLEMATIC.. I don't WANT to like him but I do...ugh why must this happen to me? I KNOW he does bad things but it doesn't make the feelings go away

I kinda wish they would. ugh, this is so messed up...
I got asked to homecoming by this other guy who's a friend of mine, and it's so fricken awkward, I told him as friends, but still, it's just SO AWKWARD. I don't really even want to go to the dance...bleh...and I was like so depressed on sunday because I knew I probably wouldn't get ask, then, low and behold, he asks me......ugh every guy in this school is ugly except for like...5%...I am dead serious
I just want to find some awesome guy so I can just forget this high school crap...but that's NOT REALLY HAPPENING
bleh
save meeeee