so yeah

I got this thing called pleurisy

and it hurts SO FRICKEN BAD

i am dead serious, it feels like the side of my chest is having a baby, it hurts so bad when I breathe or lay down

and it takes dayss to go away

and...
heard from my friend last saturday that apparently my crush doesn't like me in "that way"

but 3 people have told me not to trust her

and she's a freshman
but apparently her mom and his mom are like best friends, and his mom asked him who he liked or whatever, and it kinda doesn't make sense

and my brother went into the gas station and talked to him a bit and said "ohhh so you're the guy my sister likes" and apparently he was really suprised, also last saturday

I texted him asking if what friend said was true, but he didn't answer

but it was like 10:30 at night, and he was apparently working. ..

but he answered my texts previous, and he was nice and everything

he hasn't talked to me, just awkward stares

and HOW MANY PEOPLE have said that they thought he likes me! cuz he just seems like it

but my gay guy friend talked to him in the lunch line on wedensday

said this

DUDE you really need to go and talk to ________ because she really likes you, and she thinks you're really hott, and yeah, she really really likes you, so you need to go and ask her out

he says: why

friend says: because I said so

and he was all blushing and stuff, poor guy probably got all embarassed

and then he told him again on thursday, and he said he would talk to me "eventually"

but friend said: NO not eventually, like within the next week or two, or next day or two, and lallala

so I don't know what's up

I don't know what to think, or who to believe, or what.