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sup everyone

not much here

pretty much over that douche bag now

my friend derek who is confused about his sexuality (who was formerly gay but is now apparently bi. he has an obsession with touching my sides and suprising me and hugs from behind. people say he likes me idk)

SO anyway

he goes up behind my former crush and does that tickling poking side thing to him and he turns around with this pissed off look on his face and then derek's like "IT WAS HER she did it" and I was kinda hiding behind him and he was like "see that's why she's hiding behind me" and I was like "oh yea, sure"

and then I flipped him off, and then he said something like "mmk maybe later"

so yeah

I could kill him

and he was also chasing me around and attacking me yesterday for my cellphone

and I found out he smokes...not too happy about that...and I was told today that apparently he deals, which pisses me off more, but idk if it's true

but I am so damn confused because idk if he likes me as a friend with "benefits" (not in a sexual way) or what. And there's this other guy I just befriended who I got the feeling somewhat likes me also...

I am so damn confused...

but yeah, nothing else really new

getting more confidence in myself. that's good I guess, actually yeah that is good because not liking yourself sucks.

and uhhhhh for some reason 2 of my friends are after this really druggy ugly guy and I DON'T KNOW WHY

he's ugly, and a dumbass, and he talks in a slow/weird way

I would not touch him with a 10 foot pole.

and hmmm... i'm really into chevelle right now. I LOVE THEM

and kiwi is still cute

why don't I update this more? I don't come on DA as much as I used to

OH if you have a myspace, give it to me so I can add you

and now i'll take this quiz

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[x] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of bottom half are you wearing?
[ ] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[x] Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ] Ripped jeans = emo
[ ] Cammo = cage fighter
[ ] Jeans = prep
[ ] Cargo = clown
[ ] Sweats = athlete
[ ] Boxers = brat
[ ] Booty shorts = female
[ ] Capris = Gangster
[ ] Nothing = hoe
[ ] Dickies = weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ] Skinny jeans = beast
[ ] Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ] Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ] Black = with a sexy smile
[ ] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] Red = that likes to have fun
[ ] Brown = who loves to be different
[x] Dirty blonde = with sexy eyes (i've been told that before)
[ ] Bald = with herpes
[ ] Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ] 1 = who ate
[ ] 2 = who needed
[ ] 3 = who killed
[ ] 4 = who shot
[ ] 5 = who killed
[ ] 6 = who smoked with
[ ] 7 = who farted on
[x] 8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ] 9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ] 10 = who cuddled with
[ ] 11 = who slept with
[ ] 12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ] 01 = the kool-aid man
[ ] 02 = a dog
[ ] 03 = a shoe
[ ] 04 = a toothbrush
[ ] 05 = Santa Claus
[ ] 06 = The Trojan man
[ ] 07 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ] 08 = a prostitute
[ ] 09 = a porn star
[ ] 10 = a bag of weed
[ ] 11 = a lover
[ ] 12 = a glass of milk
[ ] 13 = a horse
[ ] 14 = a lesbian
[ ] 15 = a stripper
[ ] 16 = a pickle
[ ] 17 = a Jew
[ ] 18 = a homo
[ ] 19 = an orange
[ ] 20 = a dildo
[ ] 21 = a homeless guy
[ ] 22 = a whore
[ ] 23 = my crush
[x] 24 = an Easter egg
[ ] 25 = a jar of honey
[ ] 26 = a condom
[ ] 27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ] 28 = a French fry
[ ] 29 = Micheal Jackson
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ] 31 = YOUR MOM

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ] White = because I love marijuana
[x] Black = because I'm sexy as hell
[ ] Pink = because the voices told me to
[x] Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ] Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ] Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ] Purple = because I'm gay
[ ] Gray = because I got dared
[ ] Other = because that's how I roll
[ ] Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ] Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ] Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ] Brown = because I had to
[ ] Shirtless = because I've got abs

so apparently i'm a freaky scene kid with sexy eyes who ran shirtless with an easter egg because i'm sexy as hell and have amazing boobs

I guess that's true too

OH YEAH