So the guy...

yeah, still confuses the hell outta me...we went to the DQ on wedensday, still acted boyfriendish

but we've been out of school for the past week, and I haven't gotten any texts or anything, so yeah I have no idea

AND I have recently developed an enormous fetish for Jasper Hale.
YES the extremely hott blonde one from twilight


I just finished the twilight series like last week, but I didn't get to see the movie until monday or so. But omg, EVERY GUY IN THAT MOVIE IS HOTT

ok there's a few exceptions, but none of them are ugly in the least...
and that taylor lauhtner, he's a freakin' babe in the second one, not so much in the first.

but anyway, so yeah, got a pretty boring summer ahead of me. I'm going to a camp to work next week for a week...gonna make some money there.

And i'm getting stupid low self esteem again, stupid summer's fault

so glad school's over though, I was getting pretty sick of it.

and uhh
yeah

AND I'M FINALLY GETTING A CAR
I found this 2006 tdi jetta that I like SO MUCH, it's like my dream car, but it's 15,000 dollars, and mommy doesn't really wanna spend that much. and I completley get that, and I know i'm really lucky to even be getting a NICE car at 16, most of the kids around here drive their parents' cars.

but I want that jetta so bad...it's got tinted windows, a spoiler, a moonroof, black leather, white exterior, and it's a STICK (idk why but I want a stick shift really bad)

but I don't know, it's asking a lot from my mom who doesn't make very much money

but my grandma said she'd help pay for it, but I don't have a job, and i'm TRYING to find one...that's not going so well... and I don't wanna work damnit, i'm taking 3 college credit courses next year, my senior year, how am I supposed to get all my homework done, and study, and take a job?


but anyways

driver's test is in a month, kinda worried about that
MORE money also

*sigh*