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this is SO effed up

Sat Jul 18, 2009, 12:48 PM
SO

he admitted he likes me, but not to me

he still doesn't know that I know

but anyway, he started getting intimate with this guy who he thought was his soul mate, while I was away at camp, and he was going to propose to this guy (fricken stupid, I know)

then right after, the guy said he likes someone else

so mr. mopey gets all depressed and complains to me, broken hearted, and i'm like, w/e

BEFORE THAT
and MY FRIEND TOLD HIM "dude, you are so fricken stupid, dumping *me* for this guy" cuz she was the one he told he liked me

and he thinks she's a bitch now (probably because she was right that he was crazy for proposing to this dude)

SO now it's pretty much like I don't exist to him...I still don't know if he even likes me (i'm guessing, but I don't know), and he hardly talks to me anymore

probably because I told him on tuesday/monday that "relationships aren't all about sex" and he thinks they are, and I pretty much told him that I think he's lied to me, and apparently he hasn't, but yet i'm pretty sure he has, so he's probably pissed off at me for accusing him

i'm just so damn confused, AGAIN, why can't he just tell me he likes me? i'll probably turn him down because he's the exact OPPOSITE of what I want, I mean he drinks, smokes, probably does drugs, it's just not right

i mean what the hell, why do I always get the messed up people in my life?

  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: nuthing
  • Watching: your mom

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:iconalacazam:
I'm sorry love. He sounds kinda icky >>
You should just straight out ask him xD
:iconx-brand-new-name-x:
he is icky! but ya know, when a guy likes you, then just drops you like that, doesn't feel so great >.>

I should, be like "YO DO YOU LIKE ME OR NOT"

he'll probably be like "wtf no"

and i'll be like ".........yeeeah ok"

when I was asking him if he was lieing to me and stuff he said I sounded like "I was in a committed relationship"

and I was like "o shit! that's not what I wanted!" to myself

so I tried to avert it by saying "well everyone knows I hate it when ppl lie to me....except you I guess"

haha nice save right?

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:iconalacazam:
ahahaha yesss xD

Meh, I still claim he's a weirdo. But that's me, hundreds of miles away and going off of your maybe somewhat biased opinion. So yeah ><
:iconx-brand-new-name-x:
HEY I'm not biased! seriously, that's who he is and what he does (apparently)

if you met him, you'd be like "wtf" too, or not, idk

cuz my friend told me he lied to me about that one dude I used to have a crush on. she was like "it's probably your fault they didn't work out" cuz he was telling her how he liked me and all, and he was like "yeah you're probly right"

SO IDK

confused

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